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Memories of glow in the dark stars on your ceiling
did they keep away the nightmares like your mother said?
littering the guest room as they slowly plummet
to that old and unkept, decrepit carpet.

a boyhood bed and old packs of cigarettes
are all that this fucking rooms even got left
and since you've gone so has your spirit
since you've gone now so has your spirit.

Hearing voices of best friends out at the creek
and the tug on the branch from that old rope swing
the taste of the water as it hits your tongue
filled with gasoline and oil thats been there all along.

What was it you told me on the phone
that you wished I was there cause you felt so alone
but insensitivity and apathy were all I ever knew
and still what I know if it's what I wrote
if it's what I wrote.

Life is just moments of suffering
when the fuck will I find out what makes me happy
maybe then I can move on and find a feeling
till then I'll be here wishing I left.

Life is just moments of suffering
when the fuck will I find out what makes me happy
instead of killing time at some dead end job
I hate that this is what it's come to.

I've aged with the years my skin doesn't hold up so well
I've been on my own living and dying in this hell
watching old movies of the times I regret
just in hopes that the images I'll finally forget
finally forget all of this
all of this shit.

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from Picture Perfect Depression, released March 10, 2019

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