depression lives inside this skin
wake up to hate myself again
wearing these clothes that don't fit
jeans and t-shirts so used to it
so used to it
but I wish I could shed this name
and everything would stay the same
I hate these legs I hate these hands
arms covered in tattoos I dont understand
who was that man?
who was that then?
who was that then?
I hate the way I spend these nights
unable to move given up the fight
I wish I could accept anything
maybe then there'd be a sense of peace
but my heartstrings pulling from the past
set aside so many promises
I made to myself that I would come clean
but I haven't done a fucking thing
haven't done a thing
im always fucking up
everything
im always fucking up
everything
im always fucking up
anything
im always fucking up
everything
im always fucking up
anything
im always fucking up
everything
im always fucking up
anything
im always fucking up
everything
thats close to me.
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